The Silence

I am just a girl full of complexity and emotion. My life has never been easy and my mistakes are many. From these mistakes are scars and insecurities that lurk at every corner of my life. My daily existence is a struggle, some days harder than others. By going through the darkness and realizing it’s depth I know that for me there is no means to an end from this constant torture I feel. Happiness is no choice when you are imprisoned by your own thoughts. So many voices and none of them positive. It is tiresome and lonely. No one understands. I fight with every ounce of my being, but still can never overcome it. So in the absence of triumph I exist to live another day. Waking each morning hoping to finally hear the silence…