Blind Deceit

My heart hurts without you. Raining on the inside. Tears falling on the out. I feel so empty and desolate. I believed in so much only to be consumed by my dreams. Dreams YOU dared me to have that now have become nightmares. They haunt me with every breath. I loved so pure. Gave so selflessly. Shared SO much. Trusted without prejudice. Wanted so little. And you, you watched me fall and knew what would happen without you there to catch me, yet you continued your manipulation without a thought for the effect of my consequence. You claimed to care and gave just enough to keep my heart attached. Bravo to you. You are better than good at what you do. You created a world that I never wanted to leave. A world that I saw my forever in. Finally a place to call home. You became the person I just wanted to melt in to every second of every day. You took advantage of my venerability. As the truth is undeniable by the manner of your presence, I start to disappear into the shadows trying to accept your deceit and let go of what was once my heart and my soul.

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